30 July 2010, 11:21 pm
For years i've been struggling with my sexuality. Struggling meaning, I'v never had sex...with anyone. I fear that one of the reasons for this struggle is the lack of intimicy I never expereinced with other men growing up. My father and I have never been very close. My brother was into athletics like wrestling and football, yet I was kindof shy and didn't want to do any contact sports. I have a hard time making friends in general, but I feel that maybe my sexuality may be a reflection of the lack of intimacy I never experienced through my teenage years. I really wouldn't know how to be intimate with straight guys. Maybe I'm just feeling like I could be gay because of this. I truely long to be intimate with a man. Not just sexually, but close...like sharing stories and stuff. I've never had that and it hurts....alot. I just think I'm not really into being sexual with men, but I want to be close to them...and it just won't go away. I've tried to date women in the past, but now I have absolutely no interest. It would be as if I'm settling or living a lie. Please help. I'm very lonely right now. If you respond, I sincerely appreciate. God bless you. 14 minutes ago - 4 days left to answer. I'm 26 years old... Read More »
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